Make You Stand In Awe

8. Rummage through cabinets in your kitchen every once in a while; bring food back to your room. Leave the wrappers, boxes, or dishes while throwing out the food. Make sure the food isn’t going to be found.

7. Say you’re going out to eat with family/ friends, and go for a walk or run instead.

6. Smoke a cigarette when you’re hungry. 

5. Chew gum and brush your teeth whenever possible. Both prevent you from eating.

4. Eat slowly. Drink sips between bites.

3. Exercise every single day.

2. Sleep at least six hours a night.

1. Take vitamins. Every day.

21. A junior in college, struggling to find inner and outer beauty <3

HW: 156

LW:110

More than anything, I wish to be viewed - by my friends and by all those that care for and about me - as a truly decent and good person, as someone that is able to help and influence those around me in a perpetually-lasting way. I want to touch someone’s heart, hold someone’s hand, dry someone’s tears - all while knowing that I’ve done something - all while knowing that my existence mattered and matters more than anything else in someone else’s eyes.

I wanted to define myself; I wanted to discard everything you made me, everything they made me. I wanted to change, to be anything and anyone that wasn’t me. I wanted something I could never have; I found that this is me, and everything I want is within the person that I am - because of you, because of them.

And this is thinspiration, for myself - and for anyone and everyone else. Any and all pictures (unless otherwise stated) are not my own.