Make You Stand In Awe

19. A freshman in college, struggling to find inner and outer beauty. I don't mind listening; I also don't mind questions or comments. Ask me for my progress blog and password if you'd like.<3

HW: 156   GW1: 120
SW: 135   GW2: 115
CW:125   GW3: 110
LW:110   UGW: 105

More than anything, I wish to be viewed - by my friends and by all those that care for and about me - as a truly decent and good person, as someone that is able to help and influence those around me in a perpetually-lasting way. I want to touch someone's heart, hold someone's hand, dry someone's tears - all while knowing that I've done something - all while knowing that my existence mattered and matters more than anything else in someone else's eyes.

I wanted to define myself; I wanted to discard everything you made me, everything they made me. I wanted to change, to be anything and anyone that wasn't me. I wanted something I could never have; I found that this is me, and everything I want is within the person that I am - because of you, because of them.

And this is thinspiration, for myself - and for anyone and everyone else. Any and all pictures (unless otherwise stated) are not my own.